I'm still alive

Amazing that this much time can pass and it never once dawned on me to write an entry.  I was working every day up till X-mas, busy as hell.  As soon as the new year arrived business pretty much dried up.  I'm scratching for every job now and hating life.  I flew up to Canada to visit my Mom last weekend and got snowed in, it was fun.  Her new house is really nice and I had a great time letting her take care of me, no kids, no responsiblities...................ah.  Now I'm back and the stress continues.