April 26

I think I attract bad luck.  I dont think I'm cursed or anything but I think people who are cursed are drawn to me.  I'd like to just go a month without anything shitty happening....30 days, thats not alot to ask is it?

Avery has developed a tic. I know that sounds stupid, considering he has stims all the time.  but I know the difference between a stim and a tic.  We were forced to see a stand-in Doc today.....all I wanted was a consult from her to neurology.  She argued with me for 20 minutes about the tic and I finally just told her "Give me the damn consult".  She typed in the consult and left without so much as a bye-bye.  Just because you CAN be a doctor, doesnt mean you SHOULD be one. Dumb bitch.

I'm also having a hard time finding care for Avery this summer.  It looks as though I may be staying home with him instead of going to school, like I had planned.  Makes me angry and then I feel guilty. Guilt pisses me off.

Okay, so its been a bad day.  Well, there was one nice thing. I won a crock pot in a raffle.  That was a nice way to end a crappy day.