Another week in Hell

Well, here I am....at the end of a very bad week.  Just when it seems nothing else can go wrong.....well, you'd think I'd know better.  Another kidney infection.  Yep.  Fun huh?!  More antibiotics!  Also Avery has come down with some mystery sickness that caused him to throw up at school in Friday.  He's been sleeping the whole weekend.....no fever, no other symptoms...he just wants to sleep. Weird. 

I managed to get motivated enough yesterday to start on my next big speech due on the 31st.  Not writing the actual speech but making the AV poster that has to accompany it.  Oh and I also finished the bibliography.  So now all I have to do is write the friggin damn speech.  I was supposed to be studying all weekend for my giant history test tomorrow......have I?.......of course not.  I'll force myself to as soon as I run out of other things to do.  Arrrrgh.

I went to the shrink on Thursday and boy was that the shits.  He looked at my intake and without asking me any questions, wrote me a perscription for Zoloft.  Huh?  I said I dont really want any drugs.  And I swear he looked at me like I had just spit in his face.  You DONT want drugs?  Uh, no....I really just wanted to talk to someone.  I swear I thought he was gonna say "Well, we dont do that here." HA! Anyway, he was an ass so I made an appointment to see someone who does the talking kind of therapy.

I still feel like "not myself".  I'm hoping that over time this will resolve itself.  I'm seriously considering taking a semester off so that I can get myself straight before I ruin my 4.0 GPA.  It may be for the best even though Joe thinks its a really bad idea.  He's afraid I'll quit and wont go back.  I'm still not sure what I'm gonna do.

Anyway, thats it for now. Oh I weighed in at 170 again this morning. I think I've hovered around 170 for most of October now. Hmmmm.

Tata.