Sunday

Had my surgery on Friday.  Didnt turn out exactly the way I had hoped but that doesnt surprise me.  My doc ended up having to drag giant pieces out of me manually which made my ureter swell up alot.  There was one piece he couldnt get, he says I shouldnt worry about it.  After surgery he left a stent in (oh joy) and I went home SORE as hell.  Slept the rest of Friday.  Had pain on Sat. so ended up being drugged half the day.  I have a follow up on Monday, he says he'll remove the stent and that will be the end.  I dont know though, if I still have this huge pain I will be scared for him to remove the stent.  I wouldnt want my ureter to swell shut, then I'd really be screwed.  I'm so tired. AND I'm going to miss another Physics class because of my followup appt.  I'm really becoming a whiner.

One good thing: weighed in at 190 lbs this morning. Thats officially 50 pounds gone forever. Yay.