Momma has Da Killa HeadAche! Eeeeeek! I think it was brought on by some dairy that must have been hidden in something.
Let me preface this next "rant" by saying something first. I'm not "in trouble" or developing a "eating disorder", if I was I wouldnt be consuming the amount of food that I do OR track said food on a daily basis. Its how I "feel" and nothing more so dont everyone panic and call Dr. Phil on me.
I'm standing in the bathroom last night after my shower and Joe comes in. His new favorite thing to do is push on the bones that are protruding in places they never protruded before ie: collarbones, ribs, etc. I say "stop it" because frankly, it's beginning to annoy the shit out of me. He does it ALOT. He gets in the shower and I stand there staring at my naked, deflated body. Dont get me wrong, I'm happy to be thin. I'm also nowhere near being "too thin" but maybe I am in my mind. I turn sideways and seriously, I look skeletal. It troubles me. I've never seen myself this way and maybe I'm over-reacting. I can wear a size Medium womens or a Girls 14/16 on top and and 8 (moving to a 6) on bottom. That really isnt THAT small I guess.
Anyway, thats what was on my mind.
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Not small @ all. Dont worry you have your goals. I know they are different than you thought they would be. It is because with bypass you loss differently then you would have on a diet. Dont forget that. Keep you want you planned, you'll be fine! You are fine! I keep up with you because I know where you were and you help me remeber where I need to be. In other words you are someone's inspiration! Thank you!
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