Hey, I just noticed....its snowing!

147 again this morning.  I feel thinner than that though. My clothes are starting to feel big. I have this one friend at school, she's alittle overweight. Well, I wouldnt have catagorized her as being overweight when I was fat because she was way smaller than me. But I guess she could stand to lose 50-60 pounds. Anyway, ever since school has started she's been telling me I'm too thin now. (hehe, I'll never get used to the words "you" and "thin" being used in reference together to describe me) I'd just laugh and punch her in the arm and say "Yeah right" the first 100 times she said it. Okay, she did it today in front of a bunch of people that I hardly know and I really got pissed. I pulled her aside and was like OK, this has got to stop.  She got mad at me! HA! She said that if I didnt want all of the attention that I shouldnt have lost so much weight. Can you imagine? I didnt try to explain WHY I had the surgery (least of all for attention, all fat people know that the last thing you ever want is attention) I realized that this person "my friend" was using me in social situations to draw the attention away from her own weight issue.  I was like the circus act she dragged with her. Yeah, SHE had the surgery. No, SHE didnt do it the hard way.  SHE cheated and lost all that weight the easy way.  Most of the time I dont even tell people, unless they ask.  The good thing about a junior college is the turnover. Most of the people who knew me fat arent there anymore. I was hoping to start this year with everyone knowing me as "normal sized", kinda like I've always been this way. I hate for my size to be a discussion point, I just wanna get on with life you know.  So I've decided that from now on I'm avoiding "my friend" like the plague.  Screw her. 

Other than that school is going ok.  I had a stats quiz today and got a 93. Had a Lit quiz and think I aced it. I have projects to start this weekend so I'll be busy.  During the week I dont get a whole lot of studying done because of my "gym commitment".  I know i know, I wanted the gym membership and I still do.  Its just that I'm driving twice as much everyday and not getting any "me" time anymore. It can make any girl bitchy not to have "me" time dammit.

Ok, I have to go. I have dinner in the oven! Tata.

9:43 pm

Click totals for charts!	Totals:	1,176	60g	116mg	2,493mg	104g	15g	12g	83g
% of your daily value		58.81%	92.8%	38.64%	103.89%	34.79%	n/a	n/a	165.1%
		Cals	Fat	Cholest	Sodium	Carbs	Sugars	Fiber	Protein

Grrrrrr. Damn salt. I cant help it, I la-la-loooooooove salt. But look at my friggin protein baby! YEAH! Almost 200% of what I am supposed to have! I totally rock. Hehe.