This is me, attempting to block out the chaos. What the hell is going on? I think my family is trying to kill me. It could be that or maybe its just that I can no longer shoulder ALL of the responsibilities around here. Child #1's school calls me at 9 am and says I have to pick him up because he's acting out. No use in arguing either so I go and pick him up. I was supposed to have mid-terms this morning. Now I have to do make-ups on Wednesday. I should use this time to study, yes? Why cant I? Because I'm thinking about 50,000 other things that I either have to schedule or do or fix or remember. GEZUS! And today you know what? I'm STRESS EATING, I know it, I feel it, I want food dammit. I'm not even worried about dumping, I wanna eat and thats it. I've had 2 pieces of toast with PB, half a grapefruit, 1 fresco soft taco, 3/4 mandarine chicken salad and right now I'm stuffing myself with plain tortilla chips. Its only 2 pm dammit. I'm pretty sure that at this rate I can hit 2,000 calories today. My brain is actually suggesting that I skip my workout as well. I think I need a Valium.
Bah, thats it for now, I think I'm starting to dump.
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