Probably my last entry

Ok, so this is it.  I've managed to aquire 2 fairly malignant viruses that even the VirusScan missed.  I pay an extra $3.50 a month so that my MacAfee is completely up-to-date, what a friggin joke.  I'm actually pretty good at eradicating the usual viruses but these two are beyond me. So, within a few days my computer will be useless. Its going to kill me. I thought I'd just let everyone know.  This entry had taken me 30 minutes to write because the virus keeps booting me off of aol. Tata!

Another crappy day

My eating has slowly collapsed into a free-for-all.  Mostly because I'm on the go. Also because I want to vomit when I see tuna or spinach now. Ive been having a lot of stress at work too, that never helps.

STRESS........its icky

I'm way too nervous and twitchy. Its screwing up my eating too.  Theyre Baked Lays but still, you eat a whole bag, it defeats the purpose. They still havent made a decision at work and our sale week is coming up fast. With no one to run the area, its going to be a mess. And i refuse to be the one in charge without getting paid for it.

May 10

Happy Muthas Day!

I'm sleepy but doing okay. The weather is beginning to heat up which is a nice change. I'm still wearing a 16 and broke down and bought some shorts. Ugh. My eating has been good up until about 3pm, then I go crazy, heh. Not crazy but not good. I'm staying within my calorie count, its just bad calories. I'm working all week and that makes it easier to stay on plan.

I'm waiting to hear about the promotion at work. If it doesnt happen within 2 weeks, I'm going to leave.

May 6

I passed my exam! Yeah! Now I can relax a bit.

I also put in for the Lead position at work. I'm the only qualified person for the job right now so there's a good chance!

 

May 3

Work is stressing me and on top of it, I have my re-test on Wednesday. I'm completely PMSing and crave chocolate like crazy. I'm trying to be good but its so hard. One day at a time.